The Story
A memory behind the music
I was still mad at life when I found this band. I was still living behind a couch near San Diego. But thankfully I'd gotten out of Simi Valley. Now it probably makes more sense why I had left Simi Valley and wanted to live behind a couch. I needed to be away from my Dad and from my Mom. I had to figure out who was I when my family didn't make a lot of sense. So I needed to be angry for a bit. Angry that I had to spend 11pm to 6am moving heavy boxes around in a dusty warehouse to pay my rent and afford bananas. Angry that I was at a pretty lame community college and that my car was falling apart. being angry then felt good even if i didn't let it affect how I treated people. But at the same time even though I was angry I didn't want to give up. Even with the anger in this song I could hear the motivation to keep going and not give up. So i didn't